Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Sign of the lame times

Spent half the night awake last night.

Worried about when to tell current job that I start grad school June 10.

I'm thinking 4 weeks but even that will be tight for them to find a replacement. There are lawyers aplenty but this type of lawyering is mostly customer service, with empathy, and the ability to google the answers in 30 seconds or less. It's different.

I'm really anxious. I don't want to do the stuff from now until June 10, not just resigning but everything. I am so completely bored out of my mind at work now. I'm isolated, I need people. I took a shower last night and just one hour ago - 17 hours later - actually brushed my hair. I'm wearing a t-shirt with holes in it and no bra with Walmart sweat pants. What the FUCK.

So I took this big bold step today: I updated my education on my facebook profile to include the grad school program I'm attending. NOW IT'S REALLY REAL.

Is this what I've become? Good lord. I'm a hermit with no social skills.


  1. So, working from home in a job that is beneath your skills and intelligence isn't for you. AND you're doing something to change it. Big time. Sounds to me like you're rocking at this life thing. Go change into clean jammies. Tomorrow is another day.

  2. I'm a hermit with no social skills either. I am great when I have to be but otherwise I might as well live in the middle of a junkyard with a dog named Chopper.