Monday, March 25, 2013

I don't know what I'm doing

I'm so bored in my current job.

Yet, I'm terrified of moving forward because of finances.

Is this my job?

Also, a revelation. About working out. I weigh more than I should. Like, a lot more. Yet I don't work out. I grew up an athlete. And now I'm a bump on a log. I'm lethargic in a sedentary job.

Yet one of my fears is dying while my children are young.

I'm willing to die for my children. Why aren't I willing to work out for them?


  1. Oh, girl. There is SO much loaded into each of these issues. I have nothing wise to offer -- just that you are not alone.

  2. What she said! You are NOT alone! I know I should work out - but I don't. I know I should eat better. But I don't. Why??? What do I have to lose?? EVERYTHING!